tired.

Dear Everyone.

I am tired. Tired of working so hard. of putting so much effort into everything, just to end up feeling like I've failed.

I'm TIRED of avoiding thinking about hard things, because when I do I just cry. Tired of living 2 hours away. Tired of feeling like I have next to no one to count on.

I worked for 24 hours in the last two days. And my brain is broken. Additionally, I'm not about to rearrange my entire room right now today even though all my shit is in boxes on the floor.

Not sorry, feeling a totally overwhelming sense of apathy,
Britt