I wish I could tell you that you're giving yourself too much credit. But the truth is that this is going to mess me up for a minute. And you know? I'm alright with that. It means I cared enough for it to impact me, I invested enough that an ending results in loss. That's how it seems to happen when you love with your whole heart.
And you're right- this is probably something I would not do if I were in a more awesome emotional place. But I thought it through, and this is not something I plan on regretting. Regardless of the circumstances preceeding, reminding myself to not fear my potential is a decision I am proud to wear on my sleeves. It's alright for me to ask for what I need, go after what I want and make no apologies for who I am. I'll be the best me I can, and that's for me to pursue. And don't worry about me, I have never been lacking in motivation.
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